I turned eighteen a few months previous of September 11th. It was my Freshmen year of college; my first time away from home; my first taste of real freedom. No more curfew. No more nag, nag, nag about getting homework done. I could play my music as loud as I wanted. I could stay up until the crack of dawn if I so pleased. I could do all the things that I couldn’t do at home.
That morning I drug myself, zombie-eyed, out of bed. I trudged into the living room where my roommate was paralyzed in front of the television. I thought she was watching an action thriller, but it only took a moment to realize that this was not any movie.
Drowsiness melted as gooseflesh mounted my arms. My stomach curled, and I slumped down beside my roommate.
“A plane…” was all she mustered.
We watched in horror, as only moments later, the second plane crashed.
My hand caught my mouth, and I turned my face away.
The rest of the day was chaos. Classes were canceled. The television and radio updated every few minutes with this strange horror. Peoples’ faces were distorted with confusion, anger, pain, and sorrow.
I didn’t know what to think.
That night I sat alone on the front steps. It was a clear night. I could see all the constellations, but did not know how to point any out. New York’s sky would not be clear. It would be foggy and black and still rummaging through bedlam.
I rubbed at my chin and bowed my head as tears stung my eyes.
It was my Freshman year of college; my first time away from home– and I suddenly realized…
I had no clue what freedom was.
Kenz,
The last line said it all, didn’t it? We really don’t know what it is, until something like this happens. I still cry about it, for the pain and sorrow, the destruction and the 2996 souls who were taken from our worlds.
Annie
Annie:
I still cry about it, too. Not just the people who died, but those who have suffered– losing a loved one, the emotional damage, those who are still physically suffering. I cry that there are those out there who are glad that this sort of thing happens.
Kenzie